Learnt to be independent ?!

Today was the Sign Languange Competition,

that was also one of the thing I worried yesterday..

No, I didn't take part in that.

I'm worry because my classmates that joined dancing lesson with me took part in that..

So I'm worry that I will be alone..

I D W ! D:

Actually there are still two of my classmate didn't join the competition,

but one alws absent, include today ! =/

another one, I don't think she really want to dance,

She told that she won't be going dancing lesson today and it was real !

Hell,

guess what ?

I'm was really alone today !

Hate it..

Most of my friends encourage me not to go the dancing lesson,

but..

Yesterday chat with FeiFei,

I told her,

and she said . . .

"Must learn to live alone dy"

Urgh ?

And I also tried to look the bright side,

Maybe without them, I can be more concentrate ?

Since I'm alws so useless,

So I hope I can learn to be independent..

And finally I attend the lesson alone,

Yes !

No Friends, No Talk.

Argh ~

It doesn't feel good,

really !

Again,

When they was repeat the dance that I didn't learn due to the KDU lawatan,

I standing there like a KAYU..

they keep looked at me..

=(

It was so embarrassed !

Aww ~

Somemore they dance that song twice or thrice,

I'm feeling like gonna dig a hole and put my head in it !

WTH !

Argh..

Afterthat,

learn new steps,

finally I knew what my problem,

I can't rmb the step,

I'm was the worse in there..

Sobz.. T_T