Life goes on..

 

 

Another day has gone..

 

I'm still...?

 

 

 

 

didn't do my revision..



I felt so guilty whenever I saw my unread books on bed
:'(

2 subjects in a day you know?
 

Trial is just around the corner,

 

like..

 

really CORNER!!

 

2 days more?

 

Sigh*

 

 

 

For those who always follow my blog,

 

I guess you know that I mostly update my blog on the days before I have exam..

as if you remember~

 

Because I used to update my blog when I have a strong feeling..

 

and "exam" is one of the kind~

 

 

It's been quite a long time I never update for exam,

because it's been a long time I didn't have to sit for exam!

 

i s h.

 

 

Dk start from when,

secondary?

 

Strictly,

might be after PMR?

if not mistaken~

 

I'm getting lazy-er and heartless-er each time of the exams..

 

From childhood,

I had used to revise for my exam right before the day to the exam hall..

 

even I go into secondary,

I'm still like that..

 

even for PMR.. SPM..

 

it's not that I'm genius enough or confident enough..

 

but the habits formed since childhood,

 

I really can't make a change!

 

 

Then most of the people wouldn't believe me

that I used to do last-minute study.

 

It's alright,

I had learned to not to explain so much to those who don't believe.

because that's useless,

isn't it?

:)

 

 

And now..

 

From late revise,

till late late revise..

 

from last minute revise,

till almost.. last sec?

 

I mean I start my revise real late until I don't even have time to sleep,

and go to the exam hall!

 

Yea,

 

As I make my bed, so I must lie on it.

 

I'm the one who torturing myself,

but I really can't make myself to revise earlier..

 

Alright,

the consequence is..

 

results getting worse each time.

:)

 

 

 

I've been thought that SPM would be my worst time dy,

because I've been thought that it would be my last exam.

 

as I never expect myself to go for Form 6.

 

but,

 

the plan is always can't catch up with change

 

and then

 

one step changed everything.

 

 

Sometimes,

I always think that..

 

What if I never chose this way?

 

Where would I be now?

What would I doing now?

Who would I be with now?

 

and the most..

 

How would my hair be?

 

 

 

There are no IFs in life.

 

What the poin't saying..

If this and If that?

 

 

But humans like to say IF,

me either.

 

 

Back to the point.

To be honest,

I had never been serious to my study since the first day I entered Form 6.

 

 

One of the reason might be..

 

this wasn't the way I actually wanted to go for?

HMM..

 

 

and I also couln't adapt to the flash teaching(rushing)

of all the subjects teacher..

 (i'm so well-known among my friends for doing, eating and everything also SLOW!)

 

 

One more,

I had been playing, relaxing for half year right after SPM,

and never thought I would go back for such life.

 

so honestly, I still couldn't pack up my mood to F6's life.

which I knew I suppose to,

as no matter how,

I had already entered this path.

 

 

But,

it's not that easy as our mouth say or our hand write.




Last time,
 Sejarah is the only subject I have no idea with..

But now..
it's like none of the subject I have idea with!


WTH?!!!

 

 

I HATE MYSELF

when I have no mitivation to do revision for exam.

 

I HATE MYSELF

when I have no motivation to do homeworks when school starts.

 

 

 

I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING LAZY

and...

 

:(

 

 

I think I need a brainwash.

 

SAVE ME PLEASE!!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

Haiz~~

 

 

Alright,

lets talk some other stuff..

happy stuff~

Was thinking to update my blog on the past Thursday

as I said I wanted to update my blog more frequent

but I was way TOO TIRED on that day!

 

Damn,

schooling life really tired!

 

Cause I've unusual lifestyle with others..

 

I sleep when others funtion,

I funtion when others sleep.

 

FYI,

I used to sleep longer for my afternoon nap

than my night sleep.

 

Yea,

I felt so sorry to my body,

coz staying up late is very harmful to the health.

 

I'd always knew that! :S

 

 

 

Okay,

last Thursday..

I went to GP with cousin-Elaine and our friend-Jun

 

 

Heyhey!

I'm the driver of the day.

HAHA excited! xD

 

 

Let photos do the talks alright?

Since it passed for few days,

don't really have the mood to talk ady xD

 

 

 

 

Main of the day:

 

Sushi King Bonanza! 

♥ ♥ ♥ ^^

 

 

 

 

 

then

 Meetfresh again,

I just lovin' it! xD

 

 

 

Three of us~

 



 

 

 

 



 

 

 

 and this pic!

Do you realize the smiley on my face?!

Like never before isn't it?

I mean I never have this feeling of smile in my photo!

I like it so much! :D

 

and I bought an Egg White Pore Mask from Skin Food~

haven't try on it,

hope it brings great effects? hah xD

 

My cousin says me like using so many brands of mask!

Err..

What to do?

I'd always use to envy on people's good skin..

 

My skin sucks,

from head to toe,

all over the body..

Sad case!

:(

 

 

 

 

 

The blogger:



 

:)

 

 

The end.

 

 

 

 

by Yisher

02:57 AM

8.10.2012

 

 

Parcels ;)

Hihi~~~~ ^^

 

if you're looking for my nonsense update,

 

sorry you went the wrong place! D:

 

Alt + F4 will do,

You can leave now.

^^

 

 

 

 

My dear friends complaint that I update my blog so infrequent..

it was like..

 

hmm.. about.. once in 3 months?

alright I will try to update more about my little life stuff here~

 

(Listen first~~~) xD

 

 

 

 

Alright for today,

 

2 parcels reach my doorsteps in a day!

 

*Up up!~~*

I mean mood up!

haha

 

 

Parcel 1:

 

 

Skin Food Peach Sake Pore Caring Pack!

Special Food for Skin to Eat!

 

It is a set of Toner + Emulsion

 

 

The point is the smell of PEACH!

 

My favourite flavour!

Awwww~

 

FYI,

I even bought a Peach flavour armo gel

for my car perfume~

haha

 

 

I  ♥ PEACH

 

I love peach beverages,

I love peach desserts,

I love the smell of peach..

 

I was so excited whenever I smell the products

xD

 

I can't imagine i'm going to apply my favourite flavour on my face!

LOL

 

Ohya,

not forget to mention,

I get this from hermo
 

 

With 100% original branded beauty products at discounted prices.

 

My comment is that their "flash shipping" is really efficient much!

The fastest I've ever get.

It takes only1-2 days to get your stuff infront your doorstep.

 

and they packed it all with bubble packet!

even with a small recycle bag?

(I guess it considered as? haha)

 

Overall,

I'm very satisfied with their working team

:D

 

Can't wait to use my lovely peach on tomorrow morning!

ahah~ xD

 

 

 

 
 

 

Here comes my
 

Parcel 2:

 

 

 

That is it! :DD

I totally didn't expect to receive it on today..

 

Surprised! ♥ ♥ ♥

 

 

I've nothing much to say about this.

Just..

 

H A P P Y

 

hah! xD

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 You have to let some people go.
Everyone who’s in your life are apart of your journey,
but not all of them are meant to stay until the end.

 

 

Sometimes we have to let the wrong people walk out
before we allow the right people to walk in. 

 

 

 

 

You don’t need anybody that doesn’t need you.
Focus on those who truly appreciate you and get rid of those who don’t. 

 

 

 
Awesome quotes from net.






Sorry for disappointing that
I live way so much better without youS.

^^

by Yisher

12:13 AM

27.9.2012

 

Take a walk in my shoes before you judge me

“你怎样对别人，别人就怎样对你。”

 

你同意这句话吗？

 

 

以我的个人经历，

我的答案是

NO

 

别说什么。。

“如果我连这一点点也不愿付出，就永远得不到心中的渴望”。。

 

别说什么。。

“如果有一天，没人理睬我，那我就别后悔。。。”

 

 

当初我会在FB把话说得那么死，

我早已做好心理准备承受一切。。

 

 

我何尝不曾为别人付出过？

庆祝也好，礼物也罢。。

 

 

 

其实我是从今年开始才对“生日”感到强烈反感！

（以前已有，但只是轻微的。。）

 

一开始，

我还是照样参与，

只是慢慢发现自己心里越来越不好受。。

所以决定不想再背叛自己的感受。。

 

我在FB说，

不要再让我写什么生日祝福的纸条，

不要再邀请我帮谁谁谁庆祝生日。。

我知道 你们很幸福，

但切记，

不是每个人都像你那么幸福。。

 

 

我知道自己已经把话说得很绝了，

也因为这个话题跟不少人有了小冲突。。

 

 

 

 

我是心里不平衡，

我看不过身边的人为谁的生日筹备一切！

费心费力！

 

这会让我觉得不公平！

 

这会让我觉得自己有多可悲！！

 

这一切真的很难受！

 

 

 

 

我曾经问过一个人。。

 

难道保护自己也是一种错？

 

她说：

“不 不是错
只是比较少人会理解而已”

 

 

对于“朋友”，

我已经心淡了。。

 

懂我的人，我不需要解释；

不懂我的人，我更没必要解释。。

 

 

但我想对那些在我背后闲言闲语的朋友说：

 

你们不是我，

你们没资格批评我。。

 

除非，

你走过我走过的路，

经历了我经历的一切。。

 

那么你要发表意见，

随便你！

 

你不是我，

我没有要求你理解我的感受，

 

But please

 

Shut The Fcuk Up!

 

 

 

 

 

我不会再去期待我的这一天。。

 

我也不需要你们的同情。。

 

这一天

也其实没什么特别的。。

 

:)

 

 

 

 

by Yisher

7:36 PM

12.9.2012

Driving Test

终于终于考了。。

我该说些什么吗？

。。。

。。。。。。

本来很想说的，

但。。。。。。

对不起那些问我的人，

我都没回复。。

我又Down了。。

情况

应该可以说是跟上一个post

pre-test时一样吧。。

一开始很开心，

然后又是在回家的路上

想着想着。。

就down了..

不说了。。

总之，

我PASS了。

说其他的吧。。

那个臭instructor之前就说我考failed他不要载我回~

我passed了，

结果。。

他都不等我！

才几分钟。。

都快轮到我啦，

他都不等。。TT

没错的话他走了大概5分钟就到我了。。

我考完了信息他。。

说 u so bad :'(

他载其他人回了，
就那些考motor的已经结束了。。

我要等“所有”人考完才有车回了。。

应该还有3个小时耶！

所以我就叫爸载我回咯。。

哼~

最近开始对他印象不好了。。

之前pre-test时的tester才问我他教我时有没有睡觉？

我说没有。。

结果这最后的两次他真的睡了！！！

I S H

话说，

我昨天最后一次练习时远远看见之前给我pre-test的tester

不懂为莫很兴奋！

他是我的恩人啊~

然后我常常记不起那些只见过一面人的样子。

看到会知道。。

但平常想的时候却想不到。。

就像那个“他”。。:(

昨天最后一次练习时就有种预感，

也加上一些观察。。

知道

要在今天遇见他

真的是亿万分之一的几率。。

心里明明知道不可能，

但却天希望自己的判断是错的。。

然后 今天早上。。

惟有让现实证明了事实，

我们只有那一次的一面之缘

应该也可以说是一“触”之缘？

hmmm..

今天早上到那里时又看到那位tester了，

我又兴奋了！:D

因为昨天一转眼就没看到他了。

然后我就一直看着他。。

心想 他还记得我吗？

但他又戴着黑眼镜，

我看不到他眼睛到底有没有看到我~

排队后，

排错边。。

掉头时看到他在后面就跟他笑，

他好像也没怎样。。

:(

那时我就想他应该不记得我了。。

直到最后要开始考时，

他负责分那些号码牌什么。。

他又在我面前抽烟。。

噢！

〉〈

那时他也没怎样。。

没有认得我的感觉。。

轮到我要上车时。。

他说：“是你啊？”

:D

然后考完里面的3个部分后，

我看他手势是叫我停啊，

我不就停咯。。

之后下车他又跟我开玩笑说

我要fault你两块，叫你驾过来你没有驾过来！

我就问：“你有叫我驾过来咩？” O.O

他说是啦~

哈哈

好喜欢他

他很好笑~ ^^

值得开心的是，

我终于会认路了！

就在昨天。。

我跟几个朋友说过

或许他载我走一圈，

我还可以认。

因为 driver要顾虑的东西太多，

根本无法好好去认路。。

（驾车真的不能分心！

因为真的都会犯错！！！）

结果昨天竟然那么巧，

有另一个男生跟我一起学，

所以我就趁他驾的时候 认路。

一次就认好了！:D

然后那个懒惰instructor也只给我练习走一圈而已。。

因为他会睡去的~

如果在里面练习他可以放我们自己练，

自己在庙那边不懂做莫~

本来我以为他们在那里只是讲话。。

但昨天看到他们好像在里面赌博？

然后后来要回时他走出来时

又整个 ang gong gong~

我想一定是喝酒吧？

tsk tsk

所以说这最后一次的practical真的让我

对他改观 :S

总的来说，

今天在里面的表现几不错。

出马路的呢。。

有点还没准备好。。

因为我18号~

17号的上厕所。。

因为一开始只有1辆车在轮，

所以考完里面的了，

等考外面的等很久！

要不然我就来得及跟车回了 TT

之后变2辆车了。。

然后2辆车刚走，

17号就以为没那么快到他就上厕所。。

结果那人就刚好在那个时候用第3辆车，

我就突然被叫！

瓦老~

压力咯，

没有心理准备好ko ok~

然后 那辆车又没人用过的。

tester也是刚从office走出来。。

that's mean我是第一个用那辆车，

第一个被那位tester考的。。

啊~~~

然后重蹈覆辙。。

呃，

我觉得是有比pre-test时稳定多了，

毕竟会认路了。

但几个错误重反！

而且情是况更加严重~

唉~

这个tester算很好了。。
当然他还是严肃的，
不像pre-test时的那位啦~

中途他开始有跟我聊几句。。

Bekerja atau belajar?

Sekolah mana?

Tingkatan 5kah 6?

Sem ke berapa...

What course...

那时从他第一句话开始

我整个放松很多很多！

之后他们break的时候他看到我还跟我笑

:D

weeeeeeeeeeeeeee ^^

那时我还在等老爸来载我~

break后他们就拿8辆车出来用了！

啊~~~

我的tag~
我还蛮满意于这个号码的。

18是lucky number吧？
而且够前，
刚刚好。
^^

唉~

眼睛。。

什么时候才能康复？

这是第二天的时候。

现在

越来越严重。。

每个人看到我的眼睛都会问：

“你眼睛做莫？”

“偷看男生小便/冲凉？”

“长针眼啊？”

 我：“细菌感染！”

 “那你看得到吗？”

 “看到~ 只是比较小~”

 “哈哈哈哈。。。”

 x.X 真的很ganggu!!!


看起来像个神经病，
一直在流泪！

啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

好累。。

明天好不想上学~

好懒~

好没心情读书。。

好没心情做功课。。

唉~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

*打哈欠~~~*

zZz

哦 对了，

感谢那些早上&昨晚发简讯为我加油的朋友们，

感动！:'D

I really appreciate.

by Yisher

5:12 PM

13.6.2012