Back to EXAM FEVER =/

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Exam started from 1st of November.

6 papers done,

some satisfied, but some NOT.

Whatever,

shouldn't worry too much for that,

focus on the upcoming papers is more important.

Glad that we had 2 days of holiday for Deepavali,

but..

as usual,

no matter there are how many holidays before exam,

I will only feel the urgent-ness to study on the NIGHT before exam.

6 days, 12 papers to go.

Going to ban myself.

Next week whole week will be having exam,

can't imagine how tired I will be.

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Last time I'm the eleventh for overall,

and I wished to get in tenth for this final.

I promised my mum & myself,

I will never let the results on my report book

appear red-in-colour anymore

since the shit results during second monthly test.

Get in 10th is hard,

don't even think I can mantain the results like last time,

so what about improve ?

But at least dun fail for any subject.

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Best of lucks ! :)

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by Yisher

2:57 AM

7.11.2010

(46 days to go) .:D

好久不见

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我回来了，

始终。。

对这里才有熟悉感。。

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夜深了，

其实。。

我现在的状态是蛮睏的。。

但就是不想上床去睡觉，

也不懂。。

我到底在等什么 D:

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这星期。。

呃~

过得不怎么好。。

也不想多说什么啦。。

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我呢，

其实明天一早是需要出席本校的毕业典礼，

可是。。

我连2次的彩排都不去，

也没打算出席那正式的典礼。。

就不想。。

呃，我。。

就那么一个小角色。。

只不过是几十个奖项中的其中一个奖项。。

又是那奖项中182个人的其中一个。。

那么小的一个角色，

就要劳动我提早起身，

只为了上台几秒。。

台下却得孤独几个小时。。

值得吗？

而且又是十多个人一起上。。 -.-

如果说是拿钱的，

那我应该会出席啦。。:D

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或许，

这将会是我在槟华之年。。

那么唯一的一次上台，

接受荣耀。。

但，

我宁可在家睡觉~

zZz..

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昨天看了金钟奖直播，

其实。。

我就只想看小猪得奖。。

其他的都不是很想看，

闷死了，

而且最讨厌他们讲废话！

然后，

最佳男主角奖又跟我最后一个颁，

够力！

我就酱等到11点多才去冲凉。。-.-

最最最他妈的。。

罗志祥竟然没得。。D:

不是我偏袒小猪，

但他 的的确确 在这部戏里，

表现到很很很好啊。。

我真的想不通为什么得奖的不是他。。

评审到底会不会评的？

竟然给一个不懂哪里来的小孩，

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才15岁！

第一次演戏的吧？

怎么可能？！

我感觉到，

他心里感到一阵失望，

我很不甘心！

唉~

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时间过得很快，

一转眼，

2010年已来到10月份的尾声了，

今天刚好是10月23日，

呵呵。。

我的主角是23 :)

还有2个月 （61天）

就是我的大日子。。

说真的，

我已经好多年没有倒数我的生日，

呃。。

是不敢倒数。。

一个总换来失望的日子有什么好倒数的啊？

今年，不懂会怎么样？

其实，对于今年的生日，

我期望很高。。

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但我知道，

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爸妈 给不了我什么。。

所以也不懂是要承受多大的失望。。

我也不懂为什么，

我就是把16岁看得很特别。。

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在此，

10月24日也即将到来。。

我永远不会忘记2009年10月24日那天。。

在2010年的10月24日，

我会为那一切画上完美的句点。。

这一年，应该够了吧？

是时候放自己一条生路 :)

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最后想说的是。。

考试咯。。

快到了，还有一个星期。。

我一直都很想早点开始为这次的考试做好准备，

但。。

一直以来都临时抱佛脚的我，

要我提早准备，

还真的不懂要从何开始。。

又害怕太早读了，很快就会忘记。。

这次真的很想考好成绩来，

因为。。

承诺了妈妈

也承诺了自己”

林怡思啊，你明天最好跟我读书了，

不要每次都只会空想。。

没有用的。。

唉，祝我好运~

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祝福所有浏览我部落的人。。

天天开心 :)

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by Yisher

5:38 AM

23.10.2010

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Last post, I said my blog will be update..

But afterthat I cant sign in again,

i s h !

idk when I can and when I cant sign in..

When I've an idea to blog,

I failed to sign in..

Last time I also face this kind of problem,
I mean cant sign in, then I sign up this blog..

And still,

there are still many weirdo comment on my post,

i dont think they are human,

of course, i dont mean they are ghost,

lols.

I feel they are "computer", understand ?

maybe I'm going to sign up for a new blog again,

maybe~

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Well, tmr exam again..

Sigh,

schooling are alws exam exam,

so fed-up !

Now I dun even noe tmr is what subject,

don't feel like study,

duhhh~

>.<

Long time no see x)

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Hey yo !
Finally can long in ady..
It has been 2 months+ I didnt update my blog..

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STAY TUNED ~..

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Because suddenly can login while I've no idea with what to write..
:)
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In the meantime,
I wonder why my blog appear so many anonymous's comment..
and I don't think it was..
err, dk how to say..
take a look at my previous post's comments then you will know..
umm, they comment without meaning :S

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by Yisher

11.07.2010

02:07a.m.

No one but myself.

what a fcuking bad day..
why everything just likes to go sucks-ly..
how i wish i could leave this home shit home..
what family stands for ?
do i hv a family ? a home ?
i don't think so..
They said family is the one who treat us the best,
the most trustable,
is it ?
NOT FOR ME.
That's why I prefer to believe and rely on Friends.
But once and once,
reality prove me that friends aren't trustable,
i get disappointed..
So who still can i trust and rely on ??
No one but myself..
Seriously, independent life was lonely and badly..
As I said, no matter what thing,

as well as we get used..
Yea, i'm getting used..
Maybe someday, my perfect guy will appear ?
As well as he would alws be there for me when i needed,
wipe my tears away,
then he will be the perfect one for me.

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How I wish YOU would be here for me..

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SickOfMyLife.

Compose~*

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Yea I'm here updating my blog..

I took up more than 1 hour to upload and arrange all the photos >.<

Gosh, that's why I seldom upload pics in my blog..

And this time..

idk..

just feel like to do so then do..

that's me :)

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* many photos i uploaded in blog is not publish to any other where.

i mean you cant see it on facebook, plurk, msn..etc

it only exist at here..

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Above are the photos before I have my haircut..

it was quite long x)

After that it was cutted on 29th of March..

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This was after haircut,

actually I quite satisfied..

but too bad, my straightened hair is now running shape..

not really terrible larhs, actually still ok,

but idw.. :'(

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What about the pic above ?

hah, I just simply upload..

actually it was an punishment..

200 times of

"Saya tidak akan masuk lewat selepas rehat lagi"

i s h . .

That actually..

How to say..

misunderstood ?

I don't even went for recess,

Idk how to explain..

but need not to explain also..

You guys just need to know that Yisher was guiltless then enough,

lawls.. xD

but it was real..

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By the way, I wrote every of the single word neatly..

lols.

Seriously, I really quite enjoy it..

hah..

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Next . .

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Nothing much to talk about the two photos above..

Oh Well, spot my background ? lols

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Me & Gaik..

it was on 10th of April..

PJ, SC, Gaik & I walk to gp right after school..

that day was sport day for our school..

We watched the movie [ Being Human ]..

nice, it was quite make sense..

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Actually I don't really like to hang out after activities,

I like to bathe and prepared everything at home before hang out..
Furthermore,

walking to there made us sweat like hell..

I hate this the most..

because I really cant stand my hair after sweating..

i s h

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11th of April

went GP again..

because of JJ..

Since i'm not really addicted to him,

so I didnt go there on time,

I was late and the people there was so crowded..

And wth, i brought camera but the camera was run out of batteries..

=.=

So finally I didnt took any nice photos >.<

and I didnt bought his album because idk my mom will allow,

and I also nearly bankrupt dy, lols..

But when I back home,

my mom asked me why didint tell him JJ come,

( Urgh.. She alws scold me for attend those activity,

she said I stupid want go crowd with others )

So I didnt tell her but now she blame me ? =.=

she said if I told her she will give me money to buy JJ's album.. T.T

for sure I felt regret..

but I don't really upset for that,

and also the camera problem..

because as I said,
I not really addicted to JJ,

I went just to have a look..

* please take note that I'm NOT a starchaser..

i have fixed idol..

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Get it ?

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17th of April..

Yea, went GP again.. x)

watched te movie [ Ice Kacang Puppy Love ]

not bad, but I like Being Human more that this one..

hehs..

Had dinner at Kim Gary again..

why "again" ?

because that day 10th hang out after school we had our lunch at Kim Gary..

Ohya, there was a very cute waitress we met.. :D

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We going back at 8smtg if not mistaken..

That time was raining..

And we accidentally spot two guy with very uncommon wear

at the Main Door there while we are waiting for my dad to fetch us..

And one of the guy looked like a prince because he wear white tuxedo !

Aww, Yes, I kena sot tiok,

lols.

he looks polite and he smiled gentlly..

I'm totally been attracted by him !

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*photos*

*very not clear, cant see his face* >.<

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P/S " It was not taken by me,

I didnt do that..

my cousin sis took it and send for me..

the backs

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obviously, the guy I meant is the left one..

wink*

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Until today I still wonder that why they wear so..

Hmm..

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I post this for fun,

to share..

Nothing much..

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24th of April..

went Tokong Than Hsiang for club's activity..

don't really feeling good actually,

tired..

need to wake up at 6.15

I only slept for 2 or 3 hours..

and I wished to sleep till enough enough on weekends..

but nowadays I only can fulfill it on Sunday.. =(

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We still went old folks home in Than Hsiang..

the first time of my life..

dk wad to say..

I don't really helped on..

sorry..

this pic was took on bus,

while we are on the way going back school..

it seems like a dream world isnt ?

non-edit..

it was so dreaminess.. :D

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At the same day, 24th of April..

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went Auto-City,

also my first time..

fetched bt LJ's sister's boyfriend..

for Alien 小鬼 promo..

get to see him and shaked hand.. ^^

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had dinner at Old Town before that,

also my first time..

lols. outdated nyeh ?? >.<

after that had supper at Old Town again..
It was the second time I saw LJ's sister..

She is pretty !

but it was the first time I saw her sis bf,

he was handsome-er than I predict,

because in my logic,

pretty girl usually hv a Not Handsome bf ;

or hansome guy usually hv a Not Pretty gf..

that is what I thought and seen..

but surprisingly,

her sis bf is good-looking..

and i also get to know that the couple together since Form 3 ?!

Urgh ?

Now is the 6th year ?

How sweet ?

It was so hard to have it..

I hope I can get one also,

lawls..
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I ♥ Auto-City ! :D

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27th of April, Tuesday..

I have house practise on tuesday..

I almost 3 months didnt went for house practise dy,

I dislike go to school early in the morning,

it was so so so tired..

i reach school at about 7.30a.m.

late if not mistaken..

and I ask my mum to fetch me home when it finish,

so she fetch me at 9.30a.m.

Since I'm came out late and dk how how how..

I reached home at 10.00++

Then again,

I asked my mom to fetch me to school..

because if she fetch me to school I can depart from house at 12.45p.m.

means I have time to sleep..

but if I go with school bus,

I nid to wait the bus at about 11.20a.m.

And I need to start preapre at 10smtg..

And my mom say OK..

Yeash !

So I straightly stick on the bed right after I reach home

and I sleep untill 12.00p.m.

:D

So that day was the first time I din felt sleepy after i gt house practise..

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28th of April, Wednesday..

Had my oral test..

I not satisfied with my marks,

Because I memorize every of the single words and never refer to my script..

but I get lower marks than those who straightly read it,

wth man..

If not wrong, teacher might be misunderstood that I read it referring to script..

idk,

whatever..

After I finish my talk,

teacher asked me few questions..

Since the topic i choosed was about teenagers,

so she asked me question about teenager..

Some question I very remember..

She asked "Having boyfriend?"

I answered "No."

She said "Ouh, you dont have a boyfriend yet?"

=.=

Afterthat she asked

"If your parents said that you're too young for having bf will you against them?"

I answered "Maybe"

them she :O

Then I smiled,

lawls..

Ans she asked me have any good friend in this class..

I answered "No."

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29th of April,

my mom told my dad that I became bad..

because she heard I scold bad words..

Awww~~

>.<

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i took about more than 3 hour to finish this post,

i nvr thought to use so long time to write this post..

so sleepy now, tmr gt school..

D:

by Yisher

30.04.2010

04:01 a.m.

Smile doesnt mean I'm happy..

Two weeks++ didnt blog dy..

not really long time bt dk why felt it's quite long..

hmm,

emo for weeks more..

sometime dun even talked more than 3 sentences in class..

I do smiled, but just not come from the bottom of my heart.. :(

now alrd much better =)

i nvr expect the feeling will come again..

useless, meaningless, helpless..etc is best to describe..

just like the me in the past..

tired of my life..

i really felt very suffer and almost breathless..

problemSss..

I am not happy..

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Well, stop the topic..

it let me recall the feeling D:

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Umm, tmr school Sports Day..

after school will be going to gp with friends..

Movie ?

still dk wan watch which movie yet..

hope i can hv fun from that..

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Wish everything can go smoothly, easier and simpler..

by Yisher

09.04.2010

07:40PM