I hate myself .

这几天情况还是一样，那么的烦，

想很多，有想太多吗？

或许是吧。。

我不知道，

很对不起，让你们失望了。。

我改不了。。

你要我不要想些负面的事情。。

我做不到。。

昨天，

又再次崩溃了。。

我说 我没地方发泄，

YJ 告诉我 ：“哭咯”。。

噢 对。。

我就酱，锁好房门还有窗户。。

小鬼的“不屑”还有我那装满了泪水的小抱枕再次陪着我哭了。。

好无奈。。

人生对我来说真的没有什么意义了。。

我恨我自己。。

我根本不知道我生存在这世上有什么用。。

真的。。

悲伤对我来说是平常；

快乐？是奇迹。。

快乐对我来说真的好难。。

想起了童年时 是多么的单纯，无忧无虑。。

快乐，

很简单，

现在。。

快乐好复杂 好难。。 =(

Another day ;)

Today went GP again..

At first is classmate invite me go PM..

but at last cancelled..

then is mui call me go GP..

bt at last nt go with her also..

go with my bro, cousin sis n cousin bro..

Hmm,

Finally watched Transformers 2 .

ahah ~

And play "ding ding"..

Then go ToyRUs play..

nowadays,

I think I'm addicted to there dy..

hahs ~

And we tried on some toys at the same time..

Then there become VERY noisyyy..

Omg..

LOL.

xD

Err,

today rain whole days dy..

bt when i'm in the mall,

i dunno it also..

Hmm..

nothing else..

Haih ~

I want go to Han Chiang find Ah Zhe ! ~

Wuwuwuwuuu ~~~

Happy Together ~

Yeahh ~

Finally I create a new blog..

teehee. ^^

Today Rui Wei a.k.a Wei Wei 's birthday..

We went Gp..

but I went home 1st..

they go 1-stop..

afterthat Yujing and I just go Gp meet them..

She follow me go home,

hiak hiak ~

lol.

We reach there about 3.30 p.m.

Yuuuh ~

I just reach there den alws saw mirror or something can reflect one..

HELL, I WANT TO GO HOME !

D:

If nt Wei Wei birthday I also wont go..

Fine,

They said meet at "ding ding" at 3.00 p.m.

but we cant found them..

So we plan to eat lunch 1st..

We wanted to eat A&W..

but when we reach there,

I no selera to eat that le..

haha..

Then sitting on the stool there,

planning......

At last play "Rock Paper Scissors" to make the decision..

haha..

Then want to go eat PastaMania lo..

then went to the highest floor again..

but we met Rui Wei and Han Yi there !

Hoho ~

So din eat,

straightly go play in "ding ding"..

We want to watch movie,

bt we don't have enough time..

=(

The 1st thing we played in "ding ding" was Drum..

Then..

Basketball, Gun, Dance..

Err,

What else ?

heh ~

We went to eat at the time near 5.00 p.m.

PastaMania ~

I eat spaghetti lo..

Erm..

nothing else..

but so happy..

Weee ~

Lastly,

we went to ToyRUs..

Haha..

So fun..

bahaha ~

lol.

afterthat about 5.50 p.m.

My phone rang le..

I've to go..

Houh ~

Bye to them..

haha..

I didn't lost the way because ToyRUs near the main entrance..

hahs ~

I feel very tired in car..

closed eyes..

When I reach home,

straightly rush to room..

SLEEP.

nowadays my eyebags and dark circle so damn deeeep.

Houh ~

especially eyebags..

Gosh !

alws sleep 3 hours over 24 hours..

Aiks.

Hmm,

finally..

I woke by Mr Pig's voice..

bahaha..

actually is Yu Le Bai Fen Bai ( 100% Entertainment ) la..

bt really is his voice woke me what..

hahs ~

Today I disappointed to myself again..

In school..

Ytd BC teacher called we some do homeworks but I..

Playing ? Dreaming ? Talking ?

So I do on today,

in school..

But teacher ytd alrd get back the reference book..

So I don't know wad can I do ?

I no heart, no mood, lazy do at all..

At last I simply simply write write write..

one 摘录要点 and one 供料作文..

供料作文 no point at all..

sure cant get more than 10 ( over 14 )..

Then 摘录要点 more worse..

words cant over 50.

But I wrote 60 smth..

Fine,

I strikeout some..

Finally left 30 smth..

Lol.

This is the most lazy work I've ever done..

Im so disappointed to myself..

I'm incurable.

Lastly . .

P/S : No me. Because I'm ugly .