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Hi :)

enjoyed holidays for 5 months dy..

What I did?

Sleep, eat, facebook, TV, hang out~

Nothing meaningful.

No working.

(I wanted actually! but transport problem, and..parental..?

Like this and like that.. So, I didn't work) -.-

Not yet get car license.

(Also like this and like that,

postpone and postpone.. So!) -.-

Anyway,

I've finally attended my first car practial.

Thanks god~

I met a very very good,

super duper nice,

i super duper likey de..

car instructor! :D

Because at the first I was very afraid I will let the "uncle" teach..

I inquired before I go to practical,

because I really no confident in driving,

I feel myself so dumb!

And add on,

an accident happened on me,

when I was in primary..

I wasn't sure how old I was..

might be..

standard 4 or 5?

Hmm..

I collided a kid,

 and hurted his face when I was cycling at penang hill.

His dad yelled at me angrily..

Asking me where's my dad?!

Hmm, malay~

I really scared.

Damn scared.

I cried.

And afterthat incident,

I never cycled for years..

And it formed me fear towards vehicles, traffics..

Oops,

exclusive secret!

I also don't know why I'm feeling to say out at this moment,
hesitating~
hmm..
I hardly tell anyone about this.

I think even my bros, cousins also don't know? :)

Alright,

back to topic.

I heard they say under my agent,

 there was an uncle car instructor

used to scold people!

Ohno :S

And even take off his shoes step on YOUR foot to control your "clutch"!

Ohmygawdddd.

So the day before I have my car practical,

I very very worried!

I wonder which car instructor I will met?

Furthermore,

right on the day before I have my first car pratical,

I went Town Steamboat Restaurant with ex-classmates.

And two cars go,

both also crashed car at different time.

HELL YEAH!!!

Why so unfortunately?

It makes me even more no confident!

Alright,

on the actual day..

26/4,

my first car pratical,

briefly,

A GREAT DAY.

When I saw my car instructor,

I was like..

OHHHH really "thanks sky thanks floor" ah!~~

haha

He gave me lotsa confident.

I can't forget when he said : "You drive la, I sleep first~"

LOL!

He said it few times,

but of course he didn't xD

And,

for the first time of pratical,

he already let me drive from Cemerlang,

err Sg.Dua? (sorry, road-idiot here~) -.-

to Farlim!

What a great experience!

Anyway,

I ain't satisfied with my driving.

Really dumb -.-

Somehow,

I always think that..

Did i drive?!

It is so not real! :S

Lastly,

I met..

"someone" there..

someone who made my heart beats so fast in a moment,

(is it called as "butterflies in the stomache?")

but also heart broken in a moment.

:S

Nothing much actually.

I feel like writing it here just to remind myself this cute, memorable memories in the future.

A passer by~

:)

So, that's all about first pratical thingy~

Ouh again,

crap for so long from a minor statement -.-

Almost forgotten the main point I came to wite this post...

I do seriously thinked for my future study these months..

outcome?

getting lost..

Form 6 is going to register on the coming Tuesday,

8/5..

LYS, are u sure u are going form 6?

3 days more to register but your hair is still brownish + LONGGGG.

Urgggghhh,

reluctant,

unacceptable..

NO!

I haven't make up my mind!

I wonder..

most of them going f6 because parental's force.

I have choice,

is it stupid if I go that way?

I don't know why form 6?

I persisted that I wouldn't, NEVER EVER go this way!

That's why I will dyed my hair.

It's still not that cruel if I know I will be going f6 from the beginning.

Yea, psychological.

But,

my mind swayed when I was hesitating about college.

Because I'm lost.

Somehow,

f6 is just like my destiny?

I DON'T KNOW!

Stop asking me the same question.

It make me headache, annoyed whenever I see the question.

Unless, you intend to give advice.

The hardest decision is choosing the way YOU SHOULD or the way YOU WANT.

But if you don't even sure about they way you want,

there's no point for saying this.

Your life path is not depend on your destiny, it is depend on your choice?

Maybe I would rather to have no choice.

 

我是路痴

一到分叉路口，

就会迷路。

我以为我可以很潇洒，

剪头发而已嘛。。

反正都短了11年啦，

再短多1年半也没差啦~

但每当突然静下心来认真想的时候，

“剪头发”

这三个字，

我原来没有我想象中那么潇洒。

看着好不容易过肩的长度，

11年来，

没那么长过。。

留得很辛苦，

还没毕业就开始努力留！

已经超过半年没剪了。。

“尴尬期”很难熬。。

虽然还没过，

但现在剪掉，

等于半途而废。

越讲，越不舍。。

别跟我说：“头发很快就会长的”

头发是我的，

你不会理解！

我觉得。。

我真的。。

会哭。。

只是时候未到而已。。

:'(

就像我上面说的，

如果我不是一开始就抱着这种心态，
一直心想着：

等了那么多年，

我终于可以留了。。

我的头发终于放生了。。

或许我会比现在还接受得了。。

几个月前，

我真的完全不考虑中六！

现在？

我也不懂我该怎么说了。。

我只知道，

时间 一天一天的过去。。

我似乎作了决定，

却又似乎没有。。

但，

如果为了头发，

而不读中六/转校。。

我也觉得很不理智。

它只是其中（但也可以说是绝大部分）。。

我不知道为什么我要上中六？

就因为我不知道要上什么学院、读什么科？

中六能够担保前途吗？

我怕我走错路而白白牺牲头发。。
因为，
我并没有真正选择这条路，
只是没有选择另一条路。。

我不懂

我不知道

我不明了

我不晓得

我迷惘

可否让我回到从前？

越久以前越好。。

小学？

幼稚园？

Photo taken days ago,

I scare I have no chance to tie up my hair if I didn't do it now.

by Yisher

7:35 AM

5.5.2012

Valentine's Day Eve

Wooooots,

1st post in 2012!

 

YES!

I'm finally here again to update my blog!

It was about 3 months ago since my last post..

eheh~

I just followed my heart..

Honestly,

most of the times..

after some outings...

some photos taken....

something.....

somebody......

somewhere.......

I do think to update my blog for that..

But I will consider that there are still many passed one I haven't update..

so I postpone and postpone..

at the end I lose the feeling to talk about the long passed ones..

Maybe I should just forget about them and starting to update the latest one?

But I..

I wish I could write down all the single parts that happened in my life..

especially at this teenage age..

the most interesting part in our life,

isn't it?

But it's kinda too late?

I've missed updates for half year +

Seriously half year already missed many things,

I'd graduated from my secondary school

T.T

and so on things that make changes in my life..

Whenever I think to update them I was just like..

aihhhhh so troblesome.. :S

But in time,
I do secretly added a new song to my playlist,

that is 说不哭 by Kelly潘嘉丽

I fell for this song few months ago..

and I also changed a blog header,

nyahaha~

and also a new chatbox..

since the old one already borned many spam comments and the company not providing free chatbox anymore too..

Ohya,

I start watching a drama In Time With You before SPM starts,

Main character: Chen Bo-Lin & Ariel Lin

No doubt,

when SPM is on,

i'm still watching it, even starchasing..

Yea, that's always me.

attended ThomasJack's promo~

but it was during a 10-days break..

err I watch till second last episode, and I stopped to sit for the last week of SPM..

and after that i was busy resting..

at the end when I wanted to watch the last episode of the drama,

I found it all had been deleted!

Oh xxxx

Really geram when u watched every single episode of a drama,

but you just failed to watch the last epi..

-.-

Luckily weeks ago my cousin sis bought the DVD and lend to me..

I really love this movie!

meaningful..

and I fell for the male main character,

i mean the one in the drama,

the character he acts..

so the perfect bf u know!

The 主题曲 & 片尾曲 are great too..

韦礼安-还是会

林依晨-翅膀

and some other 插曲。。

Ah~~

AWESOME ONE!

Well,

going to the main of this post..

Yesterday was Valentines Day's eve..

haha

hung out with the close buddy, Si Wen~

It was our very first single date!

so called two people's world..

you get it? *wink*

Being the first one who comes to someone mind

when she could rarely get an off day is so sweeeeeeeeeeet!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Alright,

we randomly decided to watch the movie
The Wedding Diary

The female main character, Elanne Kwong is pretty..

I don't think so when I see her from photos or movie poster before I watched the movie..

just like Angelababy too..

after watching Love You You~

I seriously think that she is so so so beautiful~

I think it's hard to determine something just from a photo,

because angle lies,

and can't really see clearly..

but from a video..

it plays the motion without skipping any angle and without choosing the best angle..

Video is the most real!

ERR..

do you all get what I'm trying to express?

I'm sorry for my poor english and..

this condition is like..

非言词所能表达

Oops run out of topic..

xD

Umm continue,

I like Shaun and Chris in this movie too..

Shaun is a Singapore actor that I quite like since..

he just started his actor life?

longg time ago start from the drama Holand Village..

he act as Jing jing(acted by Jeanette Aw)'s bf one if not mistaken?

Yea yea!

He lost his memory and Jing jing name him as "Xiao xin"!

OMG

never know I could remember it so well..

Ohnooo

anyone know what am I talking? :S

Then Chris..

fisrty I don't really like her from tv..

but dk since when I started to like her,

she's quite pretty too..

and very the slim!

Alright no more talking these that no one would like to read I guess..

-.-

Err this movie is considered nice for me..

Funny!

I like these:

亚狮 - 阿屎

Collin Chong - 可怜虫

and and and

Jeremy - jiak liao bi

HAHAHAHAHA!

laughoutloud

There are mostly couples in the cinema room,

EMO -.-

alright,

Si Wen and I couple too what :P

Telling something that are more emo!

Both of us that are single both also go buy Valentine's gifts..

GUESS WHAT?

Nouuuuu, we ain't pity until buy ourselves valentine's gifts,

or gift each other.. :S

She..

helping her cousin bro that are in NS to buy for his gf..

Me..

No, I'm not helping anyone to buy..

but i'm just buying the valentine's gift for someone not-valentine

not other else but my beloved k sis..

-.-

This is the second year I gift her valentine's gift..

i can't really remember how come to this..

it might be something like..

both of us single and come to this idea :S

but i still never received any valentine's gift lo

CHEYYYYYYYYYY

Yes both of us single but I'm the only side to gift..

cheh cheh cheh~

hahaha i don't really care la..

I prefer my first valentine's gift is from my Mr. Right that is going to appear! xD

Seriously,

though Si Wen is very lady..

but today I really feel......

feel sweet..

NO!

 no LES -.-

First,

she provides transport for go and back..

this makes me don't need to get nag by mum..

but not fetch by her la,

her dad..

We december babies just going to listen undang kursus this weekend..

i know now already half of Feb..

hmm long story..

aiskkkk.

and somehow..

last time before i'm officially 17,

i can't wait to get car license..

but now..

i don't feel like learning..

maybe it was because the nightmare that happened in my childhood time? D:

it forms a dragging fear to me.. TT

Next,

She paid for meals,

this make me feel so paiseh..

We had our lunch at GP ground floor is it?

something tepanyaki la..

and she said she is the one working,

but i didn't..

so she should pay..

At night we had our dinner at Gurney Hawker Centre,
with her family..

aiskkk

I just can say THANK YOU SO MUCH YEA!

See,

is it she is so man for today?

I felt so..

because I never enjoy my day like this,

I mean no one did so gentleman for all day long to me..

ARGH..

I just feel so...

indescribable la!

and so when I'm on the way back home,

fetching by her dad..

I promise myself to update this post before I lost the feeling to talk about today..

and since there are not much photos for today,
because it was a two people's world x)

And we promise each other to hang out on 0214 next year
IF
both of us are still single during that time
xD

We paid a visit to Xin Min at KiwiBerry froyo..
Yes!I love frozen yogurt!

I also went to get my shoe from Walk-In..

last Fri 10th of Feb I went GP to watch 柯震东..

and randomly bought a pair of high-not-heels..

but since I'm going to watch and shoot..

I said I want to get it after the event end..

The shopper told me they closed at 10pm..

And the event late start for more than an hour!

and so..

I went to get my shoe at around 9.45 or 50..

but the shop already closed..

I was like WTF?!!

I seldom hang out..

But luckily Si Wen jio me out,

and she suggested GP..

and I was like..

great! I can go and get my shoe! :D

Hmm let talk some about the event..

Er lot of photos taken..

And I promised "coming soon" on FB..

But till now nothing produced xD

Forgive me,

I'm trying to filter better photos every day..

really hard to choose..

and I would like to say something that is..

柯震东 is really hard to shoot!

As his eyes looking all around speedly,

he won't stop and stare at your camera for a second!

Of course except when he is requested to take photo by those reporters..

Looking thru all the photos I took,

there are not-less photos I can see that his eyes is looking at my cam but it's all blur in some parts..

Maybe I should turn on flash light,

then it won't be like that..

BUT..

I dislike people shooting me with flash light on,

so I won't do it to others..

And when he just comes out,

I saw he first abit uncomfortable with those flashed light..

It hurts eyes you know!

Anyway,

so far I don't see any professional photographer,

even reporter uploaded photos that he looking at the cam when NOT REQUESTED..

so not my problem la horr xD

Those looking my cam but blurred wont be upload,

I think I keep it and view it myself enough,

hahaha,

MAD~

Oh Lastly,

Happy Valentine's Day, people!

or maybe just like the saying in Facebook..

"They called it Valentine's Day, I call it Tuesday"..

for those single one..

It is just another day :)

It is the 17th Single valentine's day for me..

ahah..

not going for any dates..

just.. stay at home and..

pass the Tuesday as usual la..

Obviously,

can see that I do miss blogging,

I crap so much until an one day update become so long..

and idk when will be the next time I'm here writing again..

hehs..

I feel a great sense of accomplishment after complete this post..

Thanks for reading.. ^^

by Yisher

6:30 AM

14.2.2012

SPM??

"study soon..study soon.."

i like telling this to myself since the moment i wake up
until now i studied nothing -.-

0 more day to SPM.

Not really started my study yet.

Because

I am who I am.

I really no "last-minute" can't study -.-

The habit formed since childhood.

What to do?

The child is father of the man.

You cannot make a crab walk straight.

Hell yeah.

People would ask me "You won't scare?" :S

Of course I do!

SCARE

WORRY

PRESSURE

But I really can't make myself study at the time.

I've no idea where to get my motivation.

I still remember how my mom answered

when people asked her how I get straight A's in UPSR/PMR.

She said :"She finds ZhouGong to get answers."

LOL.

Yea,

If my desire to study is the half of my desire to sleep,

I think it would be very enough!

Alright tmr.. no, should be today..

is the day I HAVE TO start my revision!

Look at the time now..

AHHH~

Night first! D:

And this might be the last post before SPM end?

I guess so.

Hmmmmmmm..

ALL THE BEST to myself.

BEST OF LUCK!

GOD BLESS.

And also to those who are sitting for SPM..

Actually..

I can't really believe the fact that

I'm going to sit for SPM

SOON!

wth.

am I dreaming?!!

for the previous years,

watching those seniors SPM.. SPM..

Wahhh seem so..

BIG MATTER??

and last year..

my bro sitted for SPM..

and I remember I just always see he..

sleep,

sleep,

sleep..

n

SLEEP -.-

I wonder how can him be SO relax?!

but now is my turn..

and I am even more relax than him! :S

He at least do touch some books days before exam,

but I???

Argh!!!

I am super duper INCURABLE!!!

holyshyt!

by Yisher

5:56 AM

13.11.2011