Today..

was quite a meaningless day..

Normally I went church on saturday just half an hour,

but today I stay at there about 3 hours..

Gosh ~

1stly is because my cousin sis ask me to take part in the dance..

At last I promised lo..

actually last week they alrd start,

but I am not there..

Then today,

They dance for 1 hour or more like that,

then I STAND there about 1 hour or more like that.

@@ =SSS `!@#$%^&*()/

because the girl who teach dancing she dunno I and the other one girl want to learn..

then she continue to teach them,

dance tilllllll so far..

my cousin sis din say, she din ask..

den me mah stay quiet lo..

whatever..

Like that lo..

Waste my time..

Argh ! ~

Btw,

today I slept more than 12 hours leh,

so nan de..

And I still rotate 360 degree on the bed,

I mean when I'm was sleeping, hahah ~

Dreamed more than one..

Somemore dreamed that I get my PMR result..

WTH..

Argh,

idw say lerr..

Haiz..

Now wating to watch Yes Sir soon..

And tomorrow,

hoho..

going to see TJ dy..

but dunno why i'm not very excited..

Hmm..

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Wish all the besttt !

Last day of school 20.11.2009

Houh ~
It's all end by today.

And I just realize that actually my closer classmates all is just ok with that only..

I don't see anyone cries. haha..

And I get the certificate of attendance dy, hoho !

So happy.. xD

Fine,

Enjoy holidays !

But I'm was so regret that last time I cut my hair and not keeping side hair..

I thought there sure will be checking hair and I thought it can long fast.

But now I just realize that my hair was still damn short..

Cant be long longg in holidays le larh..

how sad..

Last time not holidays I can keep till so long,

here is the pics

..

I miss that hair so much..

But now,

dunno at the end of the holidays my hair will have that long marh..

If now alrd that long then good..

haiz..

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Stupid me. =[

Last day.

Tomorrow..

I think I should say TODAY..

is the last day of school dy.

I should be happy for the coming of holidays ?

But I'm kinda sad for going to lose contact with my dearest friends..

Maybe we will still contact each other if we really hearts each other deep..

But I can bet that the friendship sure will getting far and far..

Because we SURE cant go in the same class..

since all of my friends choosing different class with me..

Hmm,

The 1st & 2nd time when we saw each other after different class,

There will be a Big Hi ! , A friendly smileee, some talk ?

3rd and 4th time.. A normal Hi, and a smile..

5th time and the following .. a lil smile..

when stay together, dunno wad to talk about, no topic.. alws speechless..

And last,

maybe even a smile oso wont be..

This is the story line of friendship..

Agree ?

Firstly get into the class, I hate that class much..

But now, I'm was so unwilling to leave..

Idw to lose you girls..

This year was the only year,

I celebrate my bday bt not organize by myself..

And I'd never been through any HAPPY Birthday..

Although it was about two months earlier to celebrate my bday..

but I'm was really happy..

It was really sweet..

Miss you guys ! T.T

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I hope tmr, the day can be never end.

=/

Useless school !

Idiot school !

Again,

the last week before holidays still want to check our hair..

some other school alrd start holidays le kay !

somemore all form in afternoon session was having two days of holidays in this week due to F5 SPM,

bt only f3 not !

WTH..

Last year I should get the certificate of attendance one,

because I never absent,

but the last week before holidays,

the prefect checks our hair..

i keep on hiding all the days..

but the second last day..

she came to my class while recess time and check my hair..

She call me to cut if not want deduct me 4 marks..

hell, last day dy still want ppl cut hair..

so i absent for the last day..

If not I can get the cert !

So fcuking angry..

I never thought that this year will be like that again..

Until now,

I still never absent even though this year is my PMR year..

and many ppl like to absent before exam even it's only a normal exam,

I am so not understand those guys..

"arm-pia" ??? - - = =

Whatever, not my business..

Back to the topic..

Today,

When the prefect started checking hair,

so many people rush to toilet,

including ME..

Argh..

Afterthat nearly bell ring then we go back,

then she alrd stop checking,

she just checked a few person..

but also means that this week she will check our hair..

Yea.. I mean everyone in class..

What to do ?

Idw to cut my hair.

But Idw to absent too..

Bian Tai school ! ~

D:

12.11.2009

Watched <2012> ;

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Bought TJ's album..

So happy ! ~

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;DDD

Learnt to be independent ?!

Today was the Sign Languange Competition,

that was also one of the thing I worried yesterday..

No, I didn't take part in that.

I'm worry because my classmates that joined dancing lesson with me took part in that..

So I'm worry that I will be alone..

I D W ! D:

Actually there are still two of my classmate didn't join the competition,

but one alws absent, include today ! =/

another one, I don't think she really want to dance,

She told that she won't be going dancing lesson today and it was real !

Hell,

guess what ?

I'm was really alone today !

Hate it..

Most of my friends encourage me not to go the dancing lesson,

but..

Yesterday chat with FeiFei,

I told her,

and she said . . .

"Must learn to live alone dy"

Urgh ?

And I also tried to look the bright side,

Maybe without them, I can be more concentrate ?

Since I'm alws so useless,

So I hope I can learn to be independent..

And finally I attend the lesson alone,

Yes !

No Friends, No Talk.

Argh ~

It doesn't feel good,

really !

Again,

When they was repeat the dance that I didn't learn due to the KDU lawatan,

I standing there like a KAYU..

they keep looked at me..

=(

It was so embarrassed !

Aww ~

Somemore they dance that song twice or thrice,

I'm feeling like gonna dig a hole and put my head in it !

WTH !

Argh..

Afterthat,

learn new steps,

finally I knew what my problem,

I can't rmb the step,

I'm was the worse in there..

Sobz.. T_T

I'm so useless ! =/

一日之间..

崇拜好多人..

唉 ~

这也不是第一次啦,

谁叫我什么都比不上人家,

废人一个 !

昨天,

没上舞蹈课..

因为学校安排的 lawatan,

到 KDU college 去

结果今天就跟不上人家了..

=[

没用！～

自从去年某件事让我对舞蹈失去信心后，

我就再也没有碰过它了..

这次参舞蹈 也不是很自愿..

但既然进了，

就想做到最好..

前几天都没事,

但今天..

好烦 !

我又再次失望了,

对我自己失望..

刚睡醒冲凉而已，

心情很烦躁..

Haiz ..

I hope I can do well in something ! D: