Heh..

really seldom update blog recently..

what else ?

absolutely because of school..

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I set the emo pic as my fb profile pic again..

Yea,

everytime i set it as profile pic meant i'm sad / confused or whatever..

I think this time I will set it for longer time because i'm was truly very upset..

Everything in my pc gone..

Songs, videos, movies, pictures, softwares, and also photos D:

just like after reformat..

I don't really know what happened..

Aiks..

I just hope that I'm was dreaming and these all was just a nightmare for me but today is the second day dy..

I S H

Unfortunately, I'm not dreaming

=(

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I went GP on today..

Yea, i knew sure traffic jam..

saw Yoga Lin..

actually not really because of him just go..

just take it as an excuse to hang out..

Always hang out during holidays so now not really get used with school life..

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Saw many ppl that i knew..

Err..

and also accidently saw an artiste shopping there..

hoho ~

dw tell who is it xPPP

lol.

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then a boy asked my phone number..

No doubt,

I respond as usually..

RUNAWAY..

lol.

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Finally watched Tiger Woohoo ! :DDD

and unexpected,

Alvin just appear nt more than 1 minute ???

:O

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reached home around 11.30p.m.

Didn't update my blog for about 2 weeks dy..

Since school reopen..

Weekdays I'm kinda busy..

Because I turn to Afternoon session again..

=/

Damn not used to it,

The weather is so HOT..

Everyday hvnt start lesson alrd sweat dy..

PCGHS is so abnormal !

Only our school f4 is afternoon class..

We f1 f2 get used to Afternoon session dy then f3 go to morning session,

firstly I'm was damn dislike morning session..

cause it's quite tired..

Finally I'm get used to it ;

But then f4 turn to afternoon session again !

omg..

it's hot n after dismiss back home it's alrd so late..

Feel like my days so lack of timeee..

Then next year back to morning session again.. . - - .. = =

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Actually..

I'm was really very unhappy in this started of 2010..

My f4 journey..

It's so damn bad..

Really.

One word best suitable to describe it is..

"Lonely"..

All my bestie is not same class with me..

imissthemsomuch..

I felt damn pressure n truly very unhappy.

almost breathless..

Hmm..

I love weenkend,

Or I should say I love Saturday..

Because Sunday comes means the next day nid to go to school..

Saturday I can go church..

I felt that church gave me a lot of fun..

Without that my days will be more colourless, hollowness..

I dislike my life with nothing to do with..

I like everyday oso have function..

but not STUDY. not HOMEWORKS.

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Yea, my blog is updated..

I mean my song playlist..

all also my favourite n beloved song..

:)

And because I am too..

too careless, too stim..

I accidently deleted my chatbox..

T.T

So i create a new one again..

Aiks..

Wondering is there anyone will be viewing my blog ?

=/

I want back my visitors..

I miss the moment many ppl like my blog..

Bt all is Internet's fault !!!

That time no internet for dk how many months..

modem rosak if nt mistaken..

caused by thunderstorm.

Then no update for the monthS

everything gone.

I s h ..

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stop here.

Ys23

02 January 2010..

went to GP..

saw Fai zai n quite 近距离接触..

that day i'm was quite happy..

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Sunday..

a lil bit moodless because school is gonna reopen,

bt suddenly my mood......

nt turn good, bt nt so moodless dy..

because of thoMAS..

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MAS = Must Always Smile

;)

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2010年了...我们也不晓得今年会是怎么样的一年
不过我希望大家都要珍惜每一刻﹐因为时间过的像火箭一样：P
永远都不会向后冲...一直往前沖﹐不会停...
最重要还是脸上要常挂着笑容﹗
不如就试试这一年不管发生什么事都面带笑容﹐然后再看看会发生什么事...所谓
"一笑天下无难事"
希望大家每天嘴邊都掛著笑容﹐開開心心過生活

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That is what he wrote..

Actually when i just read it,

I know it's impossible,

who can always smile no matter what happen ?

Bt..

Add on JiaLu said..

everything also hv the positive side,

dun always look at the negative side..

And truly..

Unhappy life really nt feeling good..

I hope New Year I wont be so upset again..

so I tried..

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I last minutes just start packing bag..

Yes, it is 12.++ a.m.

And I go to bed at 1 something..

bt I almost 5.00a.m. just fall asleep..

insomnia insomnia ~

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Today..

1st day of schooling..

I keep remind myself to be optimistic..

smileeee ~

but...

It's uncontrollable..

It's not up to YOU !

My mood start to get affected when I've no friends in the new class..

I'm was so damn lonely..

But actually it's still okay..

My mood still not that bad.

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What really made me upset and pek cek is..

My hair get caught because of straightened.. >.<

That time was checking hair..

Then prefect check from front and back..

Then i sit center, so nt so fast check me..

When i'm was having fun on chatting with my old friends..

A prefect came to me, and said I straightened my hair,

call me go see teacher..

WTF !

She not in charge for my class de lor..

Somemore she walk from far..

idk why she catch me..

I think she have prejudice to me..

Last year hair spot check time,

no one care fringe,

only check side n behind hair..

bt she caught my fringe den kena cut by discipline teacher..

Then school reopen,

many ppl hair dyed n straightened also..

din see they kena ?

mine nt really very obvious only k..

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School days Sucksss !!!