Friday, June 1, 2012

六月份的第一天。。



六月份的第一天。。
从这里开始



闹铃6.45am
其实才睡了大概三个小时吧?
紧张。。担心。。
所以
失眠了。。
那3个小时也好像没真正入眠。。

担心什么?
紧张什么?
PRE-TEST

其实也还没确定是不是今天考。。
他是说:“如果我可以了的话”。。
这样我才赶得及6/6考。。
要不然就要等13/6了。。


一觉醒来。。
霉运就跟着我。。
8点要到office
7点半。。
下起大雨
很大很大~


出门前的样子。。
心情开始被影响了。。
加上表妹信息来说下雨她不去学摩托了。。
本来可以一起去的。。
(但我学的是车啦~)

唉~


接下来。。
要出门时,
雨还是很大。。
第二件倒霉的事又来了。。
真的要出门了。。
鞋都穿好了。。
结果
手伸进包包 想要拿电话是吧。。
妈的!
不小心把tupperware的盖拉开。。
水倒出来,
整个包也淹水!
电话湿了,什么都湿了。。

其实我已经有点迟到了。。
赶紧换个破旧的包!啊!
没法~

在车上拿起电话回复sms,
LOW BATTERY~
啊!!!
气死我了,
我pre-test后还要联络朋友的!
就这样电话一直在
“dee dee~"
没电池的声音。。
又该死的我只带一架电话~


到了那里。。
老妈要我从这里跑过去office。。
虽然不是很远。。
但。。
还是变成落汤鸡!
头发湿,
裤子湿,
鞋子湿。。
我的天!!!

到了office。。
其他人陆陆续续的来。。
都是要考undang的。。
只有我是要学车的。。
其实我还在怀疑我是不是迟到,
错过了第一趟的车了?

好吧。。
我们坐van去时。。
我这另类的只好一个人去做最后一排。。
好让其他人方便下车。。

车一走。。
水从车顶掉到我的肩膀。。
啊!!!
我快要疯了~
有没有那么倒霉!!!
一大清早要这样打击我!!!!
T.T

一路上我一直在安慰自己,
不要被这些事情打倒,
雨后会有彩虹的。。
但说真的,
在这种环境下
要说服自己去相信。。
好难!


到了那里就找我的driving instructor
当时应该是9点吧。。
然后开始练习。。
前一天他教我走路线B。。
我。。
他终于知道我是个路痴了。。
“路痴不会认路 
他说明天我再不会走就要我以11号腿走一圈,
那我就记得了。。TT”​

所以这一天他带我走C一/两次而已,
然后再练习回B。。
因为他说pre-test走B就可以了。。
其实我还是不会。。
只是刚巧看到前面也有一辆跟我一样的,
就跟着他走~

走最后一次时他就告诉我要给我考了。。
我整个。。
“忧郁”到不行!!!
车走得像蜗牛一样慢。。
他也问我:“喂 为什么走到那么慢?”
TT
我真的真的对自己很没有信心!

很多细节一直忘记,做不好。。
有时忘记打signal,
有时车停下来时忘记打回“1号gear”
他说要不要他写一张纸黏着[换1号gear]
我才会记得 D:


回到里面。。
就开始练习里面的上山3-point-turnparking..

我觉得有些事情。。
在我们毫无学问、毫无经验时却做得好,
当我们懂得越多时,
却反而做不好了。。
就像里面的“上山”
最近这几次,
都拿捏不好,
不是超过 就是不到。。 :'(

摄影也是。。
有时候我会觉得我以前一窍不通时 拍的照片反而比现在的来得好。。
难道是“顾虑”太多??

说到这里,
其实我觉得自己对技能的学问这一块的学习能力很差。。
就像我玩摄影玩了1年多,
也只会随便拍。。
光圈,ISO那些读了好多次都记不得要怎么运用。。
学车也一样。。
总是学不会。。
每次都要我的instructor念着我。。
我还真觉得没有他我就不会驾了 :/

在里面,
有一段时间他放我一个人练习,
然后告诉我10.45 pre-test ok?
我能说不吗?TT
他说没关系的啦,
fail又不会怎样,
迟些再考而已嘛。。
又不用给钱~

唉~
但我还是。。
很怕!

一个人满脑子“忧郁”地在练习。。
某一次3-point-turn
我不懂我怎么做,
进得去,
想出来时却卡到旁边的bump了。。
他不在 TT
结果一个jpj的人下车来指令我。。
这样转。。那样转。。
我好想去撞墙!!!
我在干什么?!
T.T

之后他就走来了。。
上车了。。
问我什么事?
我。。
不懂 TT

我们彼此都沉默了一阵子。。
情况好像有点凝重?
还是我自己想太多?
无论如何,
我觉得自己好丢他的脸。。:'(

他再陪我练习几次,
就差不多时间要考了。。

我担心到不能再担心!
签表格时我告诉他,
我不会认路啦。。TT
他说B可以啦。。
叫我不要问tester走哪条路,
直接走B。。

之后我就坐着等了。。
他却去载别人了。。
我真的很紧张、很担心。。
整个人好不舒服。。
才pre-test就这样了,
我无法想象正式考的当天我怎么办?!

等了一阵子。。
11点出吧。。
在我之前的3个人回来了。。
轮到我啦。。


我今天最幸运的时刻莫过于这个时候了!

其实还未上车时,
觉得那tester应该不好,
看起来不是很友善,
感觉坏坏的。。
还有其实我还不确定他是什么人,
哈哈哈!
是华人~ ^^

上了车,
他第一句问我的就是:(福建话)
“你会走哪条路?”
:O
我是有吓到。。
可以这样的咩?
还是我说我会B他就故意不让我去B???
O.o

结果他真的给我去B~
我说我还没考里面的,
他说回来才做。。

我就开始做样子for那些指定动作。。
乔椅子、镜子那些等等等。。
最重要的一个却漏了!!


然后起步就不会了。。
我试了很多次!
车子还是不能走!
啊!
明明早上我的instructor才教过我,
我却。。
不记得了。。
结果还要tester教我!

开始走了,
tester就绑带。。

我就。。。。。。。。
emergency brek!!!
我自己忘了绑带 T.T
这就是我所谓漏掉最重要的那点。。
严重到~~~

看见tester绑带才意识到自己还没绑。。
而且emergency brek会使乘客扑向前,
他就问我什么事?
我 我 我。。
“sorry!”
赶紧拉带!
T.T
他就说:“哇 你还没绑啊?我也没注意到”

然后就继续上路。。
出去那条路,
还要tester帮我hold方向盘。。
他问我:“我是在教车还是考车?”
“要叫H(我的instructor)请他吃饭了”

我还冲黄灯
我不是故意的,
只是看着它绿,
就想加速快点过啊,
结果黄了来不及停啊~
他说正式考试这样就fail了。。
D:

然后弯时还过到对面方向的路
他也是说正式考时这样就fail了。。

他真的好好 好好~~
一路上有跟我聊天。。
首先说我才17岁。。
之后问我Form5?
我说Form 6。。
他问F5可以长头发,F6短头发?
(L license的照片)
我就告诉他那是F5等F6半年那段时间内留的。。

随着他问。。
读F6就是要上大学咯,
那我成绩一定很好?
我说还好咯。。
F5考几个A?

然后问我是不是那种每天回家就读书读书,
没得出去的。。
爸爸有没有说几点要回家之类的。。
我说没有啊~
(那种生活,我会离家出走吧)-.-

然后说看我样子一定有拍拖过吧?
我说没有啊。。
他说:“不要骗~”。。
(这问题,我回答10次9次人家都不相信的,我不明白。。)

他就说我怕我爸知道才说没有。。
我说真的没有啦~

然后说我aneh sui,
出去一定很多人kao啦。。。:S

他跟我说这个年龄应该要找一个。。
(心里话:这样容易找?)
然后说
不要找那些打耳洞什么的。。
下一句竟然是
找好像他这样的!
LOL
好吧好吧,
“当下”觉得他还不错的。。
我是说整体感觉,
不是说他,
他可以做我爸啦~

我说我读女校啦。。
他就说要敢敢出去认识人啊~
然后还问。。
那样有tb追咯。。
哈哈哈
我说没有啦!

然后算蛮后面的最后几条路了。。
他就说:“不用打signal啊?”
我茫然地问:“这里弯啊?”
他O.O说:“你不是说你会B啊?”
我笑~ xD

哈哈哈
正确地说,
我不是“会”只是比起其他的路“比较会”
LOLS

他就一直说要叫我的instructor请他吃饭了。。

他还问我H教我时有没有睡觉?
哈哈 我说没有啊
(其实他常常都说他睡一下 我慢慢驾 但没有真的睡过啦)

老实说。。
试问如果我落在其他tester手里怎么可能会通过呢?
遇到他 真的很幸运!

至于里面考的那三样。。
虽然不完美,
但至少都通过。。

车子不是很习惯~~~
有死火~~

就这样我通过了。。
下了车,
我的instructor刚好回来了。。
那tester就跟他说说说。。
我走过去时。。
instructor正要请tester“香烟”!!!
他说整包拿去啦。。
tester开起来看还有那么多,
就说不用啦。。(不用整包)

那时我心里就很不舒服了,
我真的很不喜欢人家抽烟!
尤其是我觉得好的人。。
我的instructor也是,
那tester也是!
:(

所以我刚才说我“当下”觉得他不错,
抽烟破坏了我对他们的好印象。。

我当时很想说:
“不要抽烟”
但我说不出口。。
心里却在想着,
所以一脸严肃。。

tester就跟instructor说:
“不要整包啦 你看我拿两根 她就xiong我了”
但他的意思只是说我维护我的instructor,
并不是知道我讨厌人家吸烟。。

我就快点笑笑咯~

如果他当时说要找像他一样的时候,
我知道他吸烟,
我一定会说!
说他抽烟不好~



从一下车,
其实心情是很兴奋的。。
虽然觉得自己很差!
但当时兴奋盖过了一切。。

之后就坐着等。。
心想:
我可以6/6考了~ ^^

过了一下子,
instructor叫我。。
跟我说
sorry太迟了,
他们关for报考了。。

我。。。
极度失望!
为什么屡次阻挡我6/6考???
从有希望到没希望,
再从没希望到有希望。。
我好不容易提早通过了pre-test,
为的只是想在6/6考。。

为什么还是不能?!!!


想在6/6

第一个原因是
那时还是学校假期。。
我不想缺席,
还要复印、写信。。
然后错过课堂。。
D:

至于第二个原因。。
就因为6/6这个日期比较美啊!T.T


算了。。


我是个相信天意的人。。
我希望老天爷这安排是有原因的?

请给我个交代。。

如果能够让我再次与他相遇,
那我甘心接受这安排。。
(虽然不甘心还是得接受TT)

但我知道机会渺茫,
我觉得他应该早已经。。。



考完后。。
才接近12点吧。。
12点半才有得回~
我就坐着等咯。。
得知没能6/6考,
突然down了。。
然后半个小时坐在那里。。
想了很多很多。。
想着自己所犯下数不清的mistakes。。

想着还要我的instructor请tester香烟。。
或许这真的没什么,
但我就是。。


小时候我都会认路啊,
什么时候变路痴的?
然后怎么那么迟钝。。
为什么我不醒目?
学不会。。
我无法原谅自己的低能。。


我真的很失败。。。




挖一挖包包,
想吃颗糖,
结果。。


我的Eclipse。。
整个。。
坏掉啦!
我这是才发现原来是因为早上包包淹水
所以连它也进水了。。

就这样等到12点半。。
另一个uncle载我回。。
一路上我真的
越想越低落。。

真的down到~


或许对其他人来说,
passed就好啦,
不会想那么多。。
不过,
对我而言。。

还是那句话:

Other people may not haven high expectations of me,
But I have high expectations for myself.


当然,
我也不希望我failed,
但。。

就如同与“胜之不武”。。
我passed得一点都不实在,
一点都不光荣。。

所以我气的是我自己为什么不能做好!


回家路上就很想更新部落格了,
趁记忆、感觉 还很清新。。

但回家又得赶着冲凉,
跟朋友去唱k了。。

到家的样子。。
当时的心情是
想哭但是哭不出来。。

冲凉时花洒洒向自己的脸。。
这样我就不知道我有没有哭了。。


回到家看见013的号码有信息。。
说我今天可以去领薪水了!
就上个星期站到痛死的工作~


我的制服~
呵呵。。

谢谢SHY兜我去领薪水了才载我们去 GP Redbox~


这些就不说那么多了,
超睏了!



Tutti Frutti~
原谅我一个人想自己吃一份。。


回到家的心情。。
只能说


我在搞笑接着热闹 掩盖着心跳 
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉







by Yisher
4:21 AM
2.6.2012



Friday, May 4, 2012

LOST

Hi :)
enjoyed holidays for 5 months dy..
What I did?

Sleep, eat, facebook, TV, hang out~
Nothing meaningful.

No working.
(I wanted actually! but transport problem, and..parental..?
Like this and like that.. So, I didn't work) -.-

Not yet get car license.
(Also like this and like that,
postpone and postpone.. So!) -.-

Anyway,
I've finally attended my first car practial.
Thanks god~
I met a very very good,
super duper nice,
i super duper likey de..
car instructor! :D

Because at the first I was very afraid I will let the "uncle" teach..
I inquired before I go to practical,
because I really no confident in driving,
I feel myself so dumb!

And add on,
an accident happened on me,
when I was in primary..
I wasn't sure how old I was..
might be..
standard 4 or 5?
Hmm..

I collided a kid,
 and hurted his face when I was cycling at penang hill.
His dad yelled at me angrily..
Asking me where's my dad?!
Hmm, malay~
I really scared.
Damn scared.
I cried.

And afterthat incident,
I never cycled for years..
And it formed me fear towards vehicles, traffics..

Oops,
exclusive secret!
I also don't know why I'm feeling to say out at this moment,
hesitating~
hmm..
I hardly tell anyone about this.
I think even my bros, cousins also don't know? :)

Alright,
back to topic.

I heard they say under my agent,
 there was an uncle car instructor
used to scold people!
Ohno :S
And even take off his shoes step on YOUR foot to control your "clutch"!
Ohmygawdddd.

So the day before I have my car practical,
I very very worried!
I wonder which car instructor I will met?
Furthermore,
right on the day before I have my first car pratical,
I went Town Steamboat Restaurant with ex-classmates.
And two cars go,
both also crashed car at different time.
HELL YEAH!!!
Why so unfortunately?
It makes me even more no confident!

Alright,
on the actual day..
26/4,
my first car pratical,
briefly,
A GREAT DAY.

When I saw my car instructor,
I was like..
OHHHH really "thanks sky thanks floor" ah!~~
haha
He gave me lotsa confident.
I can't forget when he said : "You drive la, I sleep first~"
LOL!
He said it few times,
but of course he didn't xD

And,
for the first time of pratical,
he already let me drive from Cemerlang,
err Sg.Dua? (sorry, road-idiot here~) -.-
to Farlim!
What a great experience!

Anyway,
I ain't satisfied with my driving.
Really dumb -.-

Somehow,
I always think that..
Did i drive?!
It is so not real! :S

Lastly,
I met..
"someone" there..
someone who made my heart beats so fast in a moment,
(is it called as "butterflies in the stomache?")
but also heart broken in a moment.
:S

Nothing much actually.
I feel like writing it here just to remind myself this cute, memorable memories in the future.
A passer by~
:)

So, that's all about first pratical thingy~
Ouh again,
crap for so long from a minor statement -.-
Almost forgotten the main point I came to wite this post...




I do seriously thinked for my future study these months..
outcome?
getting lost..
Form 6 is going to register on the coming Tuesday,
8/5..

LYS, are u sure u are going form 6?
3 days more to register but your hair is still brownish + LONGGGG.
Urgggghhh,
reluctant,
unacceptable..
NO!
I haven't make up my mind!
I wonder..
most of them going f6 because parental's force.
I have choice,
is it stupid if I go that way?
I don't know why form 6?
I persisted that I wouldn't, NEVER EVER go this way!
That's why I will dyed my hair.
It's still not that cruel if I know I will be going f6 from the beginning.
Yea, psychological.
But,
my mind swayed when I was hesitating about college.
Because I'm lost.
Somehow,
f6 is just like my destiny?
I DON'T KNOW!
Stop asking me the same question.
It make me headache, annoyed whenever I see the question.
Unless, you intend to give advice.

The hardest decision is choosing the way YOU SHOULD or the way YOU WANT.
But if you don't even sure about they way you want,
there's no point for saying this.

Your life path is not depend on your destiny, it is depend on your choice?
Maybe I would rather to have no choice.



 

我是路痴
一到分叉路口,
就会迷路。

我以为我可以很潇洒,
剪头发而已嘛。。
反正都短了11年啦,
再短多1年半也没差啦~

但每当突然静下心来认真想的时候,
“剪头发”
这三个字,
我原来没有我想象中那么潇洒。
看着好不容易过肩的长度,
11年来,
没那么长过。。
留得很辛苦,
还没毕业就开始努力留!
已经超过半年没剪了。。

“尴尬期”很难熬。。
虽然还没过,
但现在剪掉,
等于半途而废。

越讲,越不舍。。
别跟我说:“头发很快就会长的”
头发是我的,
你不会理解!

我觉得。。
我真的。。
会哭。。
只是时候未到而已。。
:'(


就像我上面说的,
如果我不是一开始就抱着这种心态,
一直心想着:


等了那么多年,
我终于可以留了。。
我的头发终于放生了。。


或许我会比现在还接受得了。。





几个月前,
我真的完全不考虑中六!
现在?
我也不懂我该怎么说了。。

我只知道,
时间 一天一天的过去。。

我似乎作了决定,
却又似乎没有。。

但,
如果为了头发,
而不读中六/转校。。
我也觉得很不理智。

它只是其中(但也可以说是绝大部分)。。
我不知道为什么我要上中六?
就因为我不知道要上什么学院、读什么科?

中六能够担保前途吗?

我怕我走错路而白白牺牲头发。。
因为,
我并没有真正选择这条路,
只是没有选择另一条路。。


我不懂

我不知道

我不明了

我不晓得


我迷惘

可否让我回到从前?
越久以前越好。。


小学?

幼稚园?


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by Yisher
7:35 AM
5.5.2012

Monday, February 13, 2012

Valentine's Day Eve



Wooooots,
1st post in 2012!

 
YES!
I'm finally here again to update my blog!
It was about 3 months ago since my last post..
eheh~
I just followed my heart..

Honestly,
most of the times..
after some outings...
some photos taken....
something.....
somebody......
somewhere.......
I do think to update my blog for that..
But I will consider that there are still many passed one I haven't update..
so I postpone and postpone..
at the end I lose the feeling to talk about the long passed ones..

Maybe I should just forget about them and starting to update the latest one?
But I..
I wish I could write down all the single parts that happened in my life..
especially at this teenage age..
the most interesting part in our life,
isn't it?

But it's kinda too late?
I've missed updates for half year +
Seriously half year already missed many things,
I'd graduated from my secondary school
T.T
and so on things that make changes in my life..

Whenever I think to update them I was just like..
aihhhhh so troblesome.. :S


But in time,
I do secretly added a new song to my playlist,
that is 说不哭 by Kelly潘嘉丽
I fell for this song few months ago..
and I also changed a blog header,
nyahaha~
and also a new chatbox..
since the old one already borned many spam comments and the company not providing free chatbox anymore too..

Ohya,
I start watching a drama In Time With You before SPM starts,
Main character: Chen Bo-Lin & Ariel Lin

No doubt,
when SPM is on,
i'm still watching it, even starchasing..
Yea, that's always me.
attended ThomasJack's promo~
but it was during a 10-days break..
err I watch till second last episode, and I stopped to sit for the last week of SPM..
and after that i was busy resting..
at the end when I wanted to watch the last episode of the drama,
I found it all had been deleted!
Oh xxxx
Really geram when u watched every single episode of a drama,
but you just failed to watch the last epi..
-.-
Luckily weeks ago my cousin sis bought the DVD and lend to me..
I really love this movie!
meaningful..
and I fell for the male main character,
i mean the one in the drama,
the character he acts..
so the perfect bf u know!
The 主题曲 & 片尾曲 are great too..
韦礼安-还是会
林依晨-翅膀
and some other 插曲。。

Ah~~
AWESOME ONE!




Well,
going to the main of this post..

Yesterday was Valentines Day's eve..
haha
hung out with the close buddy, Si Wen~
It was our very first single date!
so called two people's world..
you get it? *wink*

Being the first one who comes to someone mind
when she could rarely get an off day is so sweeeeeeeeeeet!





Alright,
we randomly decided to watch the movie
The Wedding Diary


The female main character, Elanne Kwong is pretty..
I don't think so when I see her from photos or movie poster before I watched the movie..
just like Angelababy too..
after watching Love You You~
I seriously think that she is so so so beautiful~

I think it's hard to determine something just from a photo,
because angle lies,
and can't really see clearly..
but from a video..
it plays the motion without skipping any angle and without choosing the best angle..
Video is the most real!

ERR..
do you all get what I'm trying to express?
I'm sorry for my poor english and..
this condition is like..
非言词所能表达

Oops run out of topic..
xD
Umm continue,
I like Shaun and Chris in this movie too..
Shaun is a Singapore actor that I quite like since..
he just started his actor life?
longg time ago start from the drama Holand Village..
he act as Jing jing(acted by Jeanette Aw)'s bf one if not mistaken?
Yea yea!
He lost his memory and Jing jing name him as "Xiao xin"!
OMG
never know I could remember it so well..
Ohnooo
anyone know what am I talking? :S

Then Chris..
fisrty I don't really like her from tv..
but dk since when I started to like her,
she's quite pretty too..
and very the slim!

Alright no more talking these that no one would like to read I guess..
-.-

Err this movie is considered nice for me..
Funny!
I like these:
亚狮 - 阿屎
Collin Chong - 可怜虫
and and and
Jeremy - jiak liao bi

HAHAHAHAHA!
laughoutloud

There are mostly couples in the cinema room,
EMO -.-

alright,
Si Wen and I couple too what :P


Telling something that are more emo!
Both of us that are single both also go buy Valentine's gifts..
GUESS WHAT?
Nouuuuu, we ain't pity until buy ourselves valentine's gifts,
or gift each other.. :S

She..
helping her cousin bro that are in NS to buy for his gf..

Me..
No, I'm not helping anyone to buy..
but i'm just buying the valentine's gift for someone not-valentine
not other else but my beloved k sis..
-.-
This is the second year I gift her valentine's gift..
i can't really remember how come to this..
it might be something like..
both of us single and come to this idea :S
but i still never received any valentine's gift lo
CHEYYYYYYYYYY
Yes both of us single but I'm the only side to gift..
cheh cheh cheh~
hahaha i don't really care la..
I prefer my first valentine's gift is from my Mr. Right that is going to appear! xD


Seriously,
though Si Wen is very lady..
but today I really feel......
feel sweet..
NO!
 no LES -.-

First,
she provides transport for go and back..
this makes me don't need to get nag by mum..
but not fetch by her la,
her dad..
We december babies just going to listen undang kursus this weekend..
i know now already half of Feb..
hmm long story..
aiskkkk.
and somehow..
last time before i'm officially 17,
i can't wait to get car license..
but now..
i don't feel like learning..
maybe it was because the nightmare that happened in my childhood time? D:
it forms a dragging fear to me.. TT

Next,
She paid for meals,
this make me feel so paiseh..
We had our lunch at GP ground floor is it?
something tepanyaki la..

and she said she is the one working,
but i didn't..
so she should pay..

At night we had our dinner at Gurney Hawker Centre,
with her family..


aiskkk
I just can say THANK YOU SO MUCH YEA!


See,
is it she is so man for today?
I felt so..
because I never enjoy my day like this,
I mean no one did so gentleman for all day long to me..

ARGH..
I just feel so...
indescribable la!


and so when I'm on the way back home,
fetching by her dad..
I promise myself to update this post before I lost the feeling to talk about today..
and since there are not much photos for today,
because it was a two people's world x)


And we promise each other to hang out on 0214 next year
IF
both of us are still single during that time
xD



We paid a visit to Xin Min at KiwiBerry froyo..
Yes!I love frozen yogurt!


I also went to get my shoe from Walk-In..
last Fri 10th of Feb I went GP to watch 柯震东..
and randomly bought a pair of high-not-heels..
but since I'm going to watch and shoot..
I said I want to get it after the event end..
The shopper told me they closed at 10pm..
And the event late start for more than an hour!
and so..
I went to get my shoe at around 9.45 or 50..
but the shop already closed..
I was like WTF?!!
I seldom hang out..
But luckily Si Wen jio me out,
and she suggested GP..
and I was like..
great! I can go and get my shoe! :D

Hmm let talk some about the event..
Er lot of photos taken..
And I promised "coming soon" on FB..
But till now nothing produced xD
Forgive me,
I'm trying to filter better photos every day..
really hard to choose..
and I would like to say something that is..
柯震东 is really hard to shoot!
As his eyes looking all around speedly,
he won't stop and stare at your camera for a second!
Of course except when he is requested to take photo by those reporters..

Looking thru all the photos I took,
there are not-less photos I can see that his eyes is looking at my cam but it's all blur in some parts..
Maybe I should turn on flash light,
then it won't be like that..
BUT..
I dislike people shooting me with flash light on,
so I won't do it to others..
And when he just comes out,
I saw he first abit uncomfortable with those flashed light..
It hurts eyes you know!

Anyway,
so far I don't see any professional photographer,
even reporter uploaded photos that he looking at the cam when NOT REQUESTED..
so not my problem la horr xD
Those looking my cam but blurred wont be upload,
I think I keep it and view it myself enough,
hahaha,
MAD~



Oh Lastly,
Happy Valentine's Day, people!
or maybe just like the saying in Facebook..
"They called it Valentine's Day, I call it Tuesday"..
for those single one..
It is just another day :)

It is the 17th Single valentine's day for me..
ahah..
not going for any dates..
just.. stay at home and..
pass the Tuesday as usual la..


Obviously,
can see that I do miss blogging,
I crap so much until an one day update become so long..
and idk when will be the next time I'm here writing again..
hehs..
I feel a great sense of accomplishment after complete this post..


Thanks for reading.. ^^




by Yisher
6:30 AM
14.2.2012