No one but myself.

what a fcuking bad day..
why everything just likes to go sucks-ly..
how i wish i could leave this home shit home..
what family stands for ?
do i hv a family ? a home ?
i don't think so..
They said family is the one who treat us the best,
the most trustable,
is it ?
NOT FOR ME.
That's why I prefer to believe and rely on Friends.
But once and once,
reality prove me that friends aren't trustable,
i get disappointed..
So who still can i trust and rely on ??
No one but myself..
Seriously, independent life was lonely and badly..
As I said, no matter what thing,

as well as we get used..
Yea, i'm getting used..
Maybe someday, my perfect guy will appear ?
As well as he would alws be there for me when i needed,
wipe my tears away,
then he will be the perfect one for me.

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How I wish YOU would be here for me..

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SickOfMyLife.